up and down, round and round

Dreaming of --> Kisses and Cake from the PS I Love You Soundtrack <--

Never before in my life, have I ever felt so confused, assured, elated, lost, loved,  alone, sad, happy and all these emotions I don't think I have ever felt, all at the same time. All in one gigantic ball. Some higher power going; "Here darling, just in case you didn't know what is out there" *BAM*

But thank you, for being my barometer because yes, I do admit, I am that blur.

A rollercoaster ride this one. I'd like to get off please.











But maybe just one more ride.